i want a late night adventure. i want someone to call me up and say, “i’m outside. let’s go do something!” i want to go out late at night in my pj’s and my hair all tied up. maybe drive around. go to a park and just swing on the swings. maybe sit in the grass and watch the stars or maybe go to a 24 hour food place and pig out. i just want a late night adventure with people i like to be around. no drama. nothing but good vibes and good company.
There is only one pain greater than loving someone who doesn’t love you back, that is loving someone who used to love you.
You feel the distance put between you. You see the disinterest in their eyes when they look at you.
They stop making an effort to see you and talk to you.
The same person you bared your soul to, made love to, gave everything to,
That person who said they’d always be their to kiss your flaws and appreciate all your quirks, got bored.
They lost interest.
Their body does not burn for you anymore.
They are fine without you. When they talk about their future- your name never comes up.
You don’t even cross their mind.
Loving someone who used to love you is so damn hard because the fact of it is, YOU. WERE. NOT. ENOUGH. You weren’t enough to keep their interest.
You weren’t enough to make them stay.
So you will replay the memories like a movie in your head a thousand times and the “what ifs” will drown you everyday until you accept that even if there was something you could have done to keep them, you didn’t.
You didn’t, and you can’t go back.
I will always be an almost
I will be the one you almost had sex with
The one you almost fell in love
The one you almost ran away with
The one you almost did everything for
The one you almost gave your heart too
I will almost be the perfect girl for you
Always an almost
“Maybe you’re a sandy beach and
he’s a hot summer day and by all
accounts you should go together
perfectly - you probably would.
But he chose her. The truth is
that sometimes you only get to
see the sunset from behind a
window. The truth is that even
perfectly matched hearts often
end up in different hands.”—anne, it’s the almosts that are the hardest (via anneisrestless)
I hope you all find someone who gives you cute names and tells you it’s adorable when you do embarrassing things and hugs you when it’s early in the morning and makes you feel like you have a whole disneyland fireworks show going off inside your body and never ever lets you go